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=> Loving to Hate

Loving to Hate
Posted by pancho (Moderator) - Saturday, December 7 2013, 15:12:25 (UTC)
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...this forum was set up in 2006, some seven years ago. Before that, for at least another six years I, for one, had been writing on other forums, until each banned me for good, and then we opened this place, the only non-banning assyrian site there ever will be. In all those 12 years I've written well over 20,000 posts...I've written more words on this subject than anyone else has....ever! There were days when I sat at the computer for 12 hours answering all the assyrian warriors who challenged me...till they all gave up and went away...AINA's forum collapsed, Bethsuryoyo no longer has a forum but a message board...atour.com has no forum and Maggie is on life support...and why? Because these kinds of people have an inflated sense of self, plus false pride and they can't take criticism or to be made fun of...and while they are very quick to call your mother a whore, as a way of shaming YOU...it's very easy to use the same tactic on them....and get rid of them faster than they thought to get rid of you.

Fred Aprim was the worst at this game...as a way of "winning" his arguments he would eventually call your mother or sister a whore and your dead father a sodomite...and it used to work for him too. People who came on to politely disagree with him and offer other opinions were scandalized to see the conversation switch to their virginity or sexual preferences...this is how assyria "won" its battles.

As I said before this all changed drastically the day I admitted to a homosexual relationship with Fred Aprim and what he particularly liked...not only did he go silent, but he offered a tearful resignation from all forums because he was not "appreciated" and actually went to Syria for a year, from which, unfortunately he came back alive....to resume his "writings" but with the express promise that all forums would protect him...from himself, really. But even that wasn't enough...you won't find his writings anywhere I can get my hands on them...for obvious reasons, because I'd drag him over and have my way with him.

See, there is no need for Arabs to FIGHT assyrians...they only have to accuse them of being homosexual, and they're gone.

Now, this determination of mine, the amount of time spent, the days and hours and years, have convinced Aprim and Maggie and Taco and others that I must be filled with HATE. That's the only way they can justify, to their minds, anyone spending SO MUCH time on things "assyrian". They think that way because hatred is what motivates THEM, so it must be my motive as well. They are not driven by "love"...certainly not any love of assyria. Hate drives them...hate against Arabs and Islam, which they blame for their own miserable showing in life...because that's easier than looking at their own characters and souls.

They only understand HATE as a motivator...they know nothing about doing anything out of love...certainly not out of a love of justice or truth.

Hatred doesn't move me...I think it's a silly emotion that only does the person who indulges in it harm, ultimately..or does as much as harm as those you aim it at. Hatred can't motivate you to create...not sculpture anyway. But it's the only force they know...it's the only thing that gets THEM to sit up and write...even as little as they do. And you can see by the poverty of their ideas and their utter lack of conviction and staying-power what a poor motivator hate really is....



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